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Thursday, May 29, 2008
i am still undecided
unsure of the future
what do i really want in life?

verena says when in doubt,
clarify yourself
be more proactive
in discovering ur interests
internships, attachments
good advice

grace says
if u do what u like,
u'll do well
a degree is only a small part of career
what's more important
is that u are more prepared for work
able to present yourself
it's not wise to decide on a very
technical degree
when i don't like
what i study
it will difficult

i realise that first,
i must know what I want
and not let what other people say
persuade me otherwise
i must go into something which i enjoy
because i have a passion in it
ultimately, its my life and i have to make a choice
for myself
because only i know what's best for me

but i'm still undecided
each has its strengths n weaknesses
so whats the best fit
I really don't know
I don't want to regret anything
2:05 pm
Monday, May 26, 2008

yes, I shall go catch up Bleach series
Watch too much D.Gray Man haha
Shall slack while it lasts
I am such a kid at heart
Hmmm my ''accomplishments" so far:
1)Fate Stay Night 4/5:
great visual fight scenes
2)Monster 5/5:
psychological thriller
makes me wonder: what is the REAL monster?
3)Midori No Hibi 3/5:
sweet innocence but fleeting soon turn boring
4) High School Girls 4/5:
for laugh out loud crude humour
i think i should make note of the anime list
3:53 pm
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Verena is going off a jet plane to uk to study
Ruthie is probably studying law
My friends are in Science fac, Social Science, Engineering
Seems like life is at the crossroads now

Anticipation for the future
Fear of the unknown

People change. I will to, eventually.
I want to be someone:
confident( i seem to be lacking in this area)
sure of my beliefs
unafraid
able to voice my thoughts

at least, the next time my friends see me
I will be a better person
someone they are proud to have a friend
as I am proud to have them as friends

A better Me.
2:21 pm
Searching for my purpose
Embarking on a journey of self-discovery:
Will I change for the better?
Character wise.
Ability wise.
I want to achieve more.
I belong somewhere.
But, I am still searching.
I am working on it.
Who knows what the future may bring.