its sad la...jiayi is still sad that verena refuses to try and reconcile with her...shes is upset that verena does not care about their friendship..heys verena if u are reading pls try and talk to her..shes not angry with you just sad that u act as if u dont care that you both are no longer frens...i mean, theres still a huge possibility to resolve all misunderstandings...but with the both of u holding back and refusing to take the first step, it will be extremely difficult to do so...Come on and take action...Friendship is v important right?
meanwhile, i feel an overwhelming sense of helplessness in knowing that i can do nothing to remedy the situation.....
DEATHNOTE~ sigh the end of one of my current fav manga..the ending is cryptic and v puzzling..leaving me even more frustrated
Running,
Footsteps beating
Against the pavement
Blood thumping
Reverberating
In my ears.
Escaping blindly,
Falling away.
Wash away my spilled tears
Of pain.

adapted from Aquiriis, Harry Potter fanfiction(fanfiction.net)
PW- its LEthal

In the ideal world, Pw will be relaxing...NO i am not complaining about the fact that it involoves a lot of work...its still within my tolerance levels...However, things get Really UGLY if the grp members doesnt work well together... Why Should I be complaning? I know that i should be v contented that our grp is pretty productive plus cooperative...But beneath the billiant facade that everythings its oh, just fine...LOOK AGAIn...
..its really bad...I Will try my best to treat everyone fairly...EVEN IF I KILLS ME >>I WILL PUT ON A FAKE SMILE AS I TALK IN THE FUTURE...I am not nice but I shall at least pretend to be

Change for the better or be stagnant
Believe even when the odds are stacked against you
Always trust your instincts
Treasure those around
Count my blessings

Melissa|Tian2|Verena|Crystal|
Denise|Huimin|Peiwen|Sze Hwee|
Ka Leng|Huiling|benjamin|Liling|
Tingjie|aaron|

December 2005 / February 2006 / March 2006 / June 2006 / July 2006 / August 2006 / October 2006 / May 2008 / July 2008 /

designer: inksplash
resources: 1 2 3

its sad la...jiayi is still sad that verena refuses to try and reconcile with her...shes is upset that verena does not care about their friendship..heys verena if u are reading pls try and talk to her..shes not angry with you just sad that u act as if u dont care that you both are no longer frens...i mean, theres still a huge possibility to resolve all misunderstandings...but with the both of u holding back and refusing to take the first step, it will be extremely difficult to do so...Come on and take action...Friendship is v important right?
meanwhile, i feel an overwhelming sense of helplessness in knowing that i can do nothing to remedy the situation.....
DEATHNOTE~ sigh the end of one of my current fav manga..the ending is cryptic and v puzzling..leaving me even more frustrated
Running,
Footsteps beating
Against the pavement
Blood thumping
Reverberating
In my ears.
Escaping blindly,
Falling away.
Wash away my spilled tears
Of pain.

adapted from Aquiriis, Harry Potter fanfiction(fanfiction.net)
PW- its LEthal

In the ideal world, Pw will be relaxing...NO i am not complaining about the fact that it involoves a lot of work...its still within my tolerance levels...However, things get Really UGLY if the grp members doesnt work well together... Why Should I be complaning? I know that i should be v contented that our grp is pretty productive plus cooperative...But beneath the billiant facade that everythings its oh, just fine...LOOK AGAIn...
..its really bad...I Will try my best to treat everyone fairly...EVEN IF I KILLS ME >>I WILL PUT ON A FAKE SMILE AS I TALK IN THE FUTURE...I am not nice but I shall at least pretend to be

Embarking on a journey of self-discovery:
Will I change for the better?
Character wise.
Ability wise.
I want to achieve more.
I belong somewhere.
But, I am still searching.
I am working on it.
Who knows what the future may bring.