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Friday, March 03, 2006
An agonising wait, again. I guess I must really work hard for the nxt 2 yrs and secure good grades. I keep getting borderline results...I am not even sure TJ will accept me.
Appeal or not appeal. That is the Question.
watever...if my best bud sheen cant enter with me...then wats the pt...sighz my
pillar of strength...ok ok not that extent but sometimes, she is the only one I can share my problems with...
I Laugh...I SMILE...but a few times ...i experience nothing, only emptiness
Why? it's strange...i thought myself as detached...able to cope with sayin goodbye...
smiling brightly and wave my hands...yet, I felt genuinely sorry to see my cg frens go...
its sad la..everyone is separated into different directions...stop thinkin too much...
---Saying goodbye: it's part n parcel of life---

12:21 am
Searching for my purpose
Embarking on a journey of self-discovery:
Will I change for the better?
Character wise.
Ability wise.
I want to achieve more.
I belong somewhere.
But, I am still searching.
I am working on it.
Who knows what the future may bring.